在收到梦想公司的据信后，朋友发给我一首诗：

”I’ll never know and neither will you of the life you don’t choose. We’ll only know that whatever that sister life was, it was important and beautiful and not ours. It was the ghost ship that didn’t carry us. There’s nothing to do but salute it from the shore.”

挣扎了很久，感谢所有教我游泳帮我推进的人，感谢所有ships passing in the night，感谢最终搭救我上岸的船，也感谢没有放弃的自己。

夏天会爱上我的小棐栗。