“Few of us spend much time wondering why nature is the way it is. Where the cosmos came from. Whether it was always there.”"A Brief History of time" from Stephen Hawking made me think deeply and made me doubt the reality of society. In a fast-paced society, we seem to be losing sight of our original intentions. Among contemporary researchers, the hidden depths of intrigue have gradually converted the solemn academic environment into a political collusion. Ultimately it is human greed that corrupts everything, and academic misconduct seriously affects the further advancement of human civilization. Just like financial markets, there are bull and bear cycles, and if human civilization is a forward cyclical movement, then at a certain moment in time it is natural to encounter a backward retrograde. Unpredictable, but we can feel that the moment has come. All I can do is to keep my aspiration, to push myself and humanity beyond!