Things started tumbling down since then.
I have been away, I was there. I am here. I will be there. I was not here. I had not been anywhere. I had had not been there. I am being nowhere.
It could be easy to plan for the nearby future yet hard to figure out where I am now and to foresee a pleasant steady state.
Everything is like fragments in both time and space, together with the paradox inside, are making the vortex spin irregularly faster meanwhile looking stable and controllable from a higher or alternative dimension.