刚才又和🧹打完电话，我说我现在认识到我对这段感情有时候感到患得患失不是因为你做错了什么而是因为我不自信and配得感比较低，然后他教了我一个他变得自信的方法（其实有点像通过和比他差的人相比从而获得一点满足感😂），我说我从小到大都是被家长老师教要和更好的人比，这样才能进步。他说这样你只会永远都觉得自己不够好。然后他中间又说了一大堆我忘记说啥了…[笑cry]接着他说u dont see the way i see u becuz to me you are so perfect and not too much people can be like this as u.我说天呐我没想过你会在意这么多我没注意到的细节，他说yes cuz you do this becuz that is who you are, not becuz you think that you wanna do this. you are always so humble that u tend to ignore your achievement.u know actually you boosted my confident so much??being with you made me feel so much more confident cuz you are such an amazing person that drives me to be better. my father once told me,the best quality one person can have is being him/herself becuz if you lie to people they will eventually find out. I didn’t think I quite understand this until I met you, becuz you showed me you are such a sincere and good person, and you love me for who I am and I’m no longer afraid to be myself.i really hope I can have the same effect to u because it will make me cry if you can finally see yourself the way I see you.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭