今天是我写英语日记的第十三天。最近有点麻木了，迷茫了。OpenClaw不好用，不知道是不是我用的模型不好。最近比较活跃，上次我消失是在2025年9月，因为当时我觉得，我要把精力放在赚钱上，就没怎么更新文章和社交媒体了。下次暴涨，我还会消失，这是信号。

Today is the thirteenth day I’ve been keeping an English diary. I’ve felt a bit numb and confused lately. OpenClaw isn’t working well; I don’t know if it’s because of the model I’m using. I’ve been pretty active recently. The last time I disappeared was in September 2025, because I thought I should focus on making money, so I didn’t update my articles or social media much. I’ll disappear again the next time there’s a sharp rise — that’s the signal.